Monday, June 21st, 2004
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8:24 pm
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i hate the newts already. they are making everyone angry. i am angry. i am tired too. i do not like the newts. they are hard. yesterday i had black pudding. it was good. i got a d on my journal. goyle did too. he said that he is going to be like marcus flint. now i am scared that i will too. i do not want to stay at hogwarts another year. i want to work in broom repair. i will be good. i will not be able to if i stay at hogwarts unless i charge the first years to repair their brooms. i have been doing that this term and it turned out pretty good. i do not know what is wrong with millicent. she will not talk to anyone. malfoy through a candle at the wall and now millicent is like this. i think they are fighting over the newts. i wish everyone was not angry. it is the newts. today the hammock is free so i will eat my dinner there. i like hammocking. i do not want to take the history of magic newts. i lost the notes malfoy gave me. i hate history of magic. i never have to have it again. my mother went on a date with some man. she is not so sad anymore she says but i do not like him. my bat at home died. i am sad. for dinner i am going to have something good to eat. i would like to have sausage. i think that sounds good. if someone takes all the sausage i will pound them even if it is queenie.
current mood:  worried
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Saturday, May 1st, 2004
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9:23 pm
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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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11:35 pm
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today i went to hogsmeade with malfoy to get a christmas present for my mum and so i could carry his bags for him.
i got my mum a new hat and malfoy got goyle one of those pocket dictions because goyle likes them i do not really know why though. then malfoy tripped a little girl from ravenclaw. i think she was a third year and a bunch more of them fell over. it was funny. i broke his watch in charms yesterday and i feel bad. i gave a cat a pounding in hogsmeade though and now i feel better. malfoy got tired of waiting for me to pound the cat and he left and i had to ride back in a carriage with the stupid ravenclaw people who fell over. they were muddy. i think some of them were mudbloods so they should have been muddy.
i like christmas lots. i get lots of presents. i have had 9 every flavour candy canes today and goyle only had 8. i like the sweets at christmas.
current mood:  sleepy
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003
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7:31 pm
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on friday i tried out for the quidditch team. malfoy says that i am no good. he said i can not stay on my broom. when he comes to get his cinammon stick i am going to pound him in the head.
current mood:  angry
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Friday, June 20th, 2003
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12:29 am
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today for dinner i had pork chops and roast lamb. it was good. there was trifle for dessert. i also had peppermint humbugs. i like them a lot. our exams start monday. my mother is really angry that i did not get too many owls last year. i hope i get good exams this year. i hope the leaving feast is good too. last year there were not any peppermint humbugs. we got miranda mulligan's pig tail last week. i held her down while malfoy cut it off. she bit my hand so i punched her in the head. then malfoy stole her axe and she tried to curse him so i punched her in the head. malfoy said she is not very girly so it is ok. he fights with millicent all the time any way. he is out late because we have history of magic in the morning so we will all sleep then any way. i am going to go to the kitchens and get something to eat soon. every one stays out late on thursdays because professor binns is boring. i lost queenie greengrass's gobstones. she is angry.
current mood:  good
current music: goblinsmack
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Monday, June 16th, 2003
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9:38 pm
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i do not see why every one is congratlating gryffindor because they cheat. miranda mulligan cut millicents broom in half with an axe. she had to go to the infirmary. no one else got hurt though. i think malfoy worked harder than potter this year so he should have won. and potter stinks. malfoy broke my fork at breakfast and pritchard broke his. i am glad i am not on the quidditch team. oh and they put the cover out for martin miggs issue 105. scorpio is on the cover i do not think he has been before. i stole it from someone.
current mood: good
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Monday, June 9th, 2003
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3:30 pm
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today for lunch i had scotch eggs ham eight sausages black pudding baked beans and five chocolate frogs. goyle had haggis pickled onion twelve biscuits black pudding and nine cauldron cakes. me and goyle went and visited malfoy in hospital after transfiguration today. he looked better then yesterday but that is because yesterday he was nonconsious. it is a good thing i was not beater because i did not know bludgers are made out of iron. i do not know who is going to be beater now because i do not think malfoy should do it again especally not against gryffindor because they cheat. malfoy said that my breath smelt so i got to have a blood lolly. he said he is regrowing a knee cap but he did not really want to talk. then i accidently dropped my books on his knee and he turned really white and made us leave. madam pomfrey said if i came back today i had to stay in the door way. me and goyle found some biscuits in the pocket of some old robes today so that was good. millicent said we have to pound that lansing beater from ravenclaw so we will probably do that after supper or maybe in the morning.
current mood: angry
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Monday, June 2nd, 2003
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11:21 pm
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no one gave me a house when my grandmother died. that is all that i am saying about that. i think that exams are soon but i do not know if i should revise. i do not revise any other time and i do pretty good. i past and everything. malfoy is back i thought he was staying in cans but when i asked him he said he had no idea what i was talking about. now he is gone again so maybe he is in cans. i still wish i made beater for the quidditch team. i tried really hard i borrowed a broom and every thing. millicent said i was no good. goyle has pie.
current mood: bad
current music: nine inch wands
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Saturday, May 17th, 2003
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6:16 am
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i got up really early for quidditch try outs. my dad used to make me get up early for everything so i think it is a good habit. i do not like getting up early. goyle is still asleep. he snores too. i do not know why he yells at me for snoring because he snores all the time and sometimse malfoy yells at us in his sleep when we make too much noise and throws stuff because he gets angry. nott does not sleep in our dorm any more because he said he was tired of not being the most angry wizard in it so he moved to the first years dorm. smith is a mudblood so we pretend he does not exist but he does. i know he does because he was weezing in his sleep. malfoy can i have your bed. i do not like smith and i think that he should move out too. i do not know who else is trying out for beater. i hope that breakfast starts soon. if you are not using it. i am afraid to play again millicent. she is really good at beating people. if i was a beater i would have to play again susan bones next year she is the hufflepuff keeper and she is really scary and a bully. i did not do anything to her and she yelled at me. she should pick on some one who is her size or smaller. my toad died last week. no one came to the funeral witch i think was pretty nasty. she was a good toad. she kept guard while malfoy dissected long bottoms toad. long bottom walked out of potions yesterday because he is stupid. i think he is more stupid then me. that is why everyone picks on him. no one picks on me. i am not clever but i am not as stupid as long bottom. he is a squib. i am not a squib. i am trying out for beater and squibs are not allowed too. i am tired now. i am afraid to play again millicent. she is really good at beating people. if i was a beater i would have to play again susan bones next year she is the hufflepuff keeper and she is really scary and a bully. i did not do anything to her and she yelled at me. she should pick on some one who is her size or smaller. i am afraid to play again millicent. she tried to start a row with me once but i trippd over my rucksack. i should have given her a pounding but i like her. i will give long bottom a pounding instead. i hate his face and his guts too.
current mood:  awake
current music: celestina warbeck: elderberry swirl.
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Thursday, May 15th, 2003
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9:10 pm
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i am going to try out for the quidditch team. i was thinking of becoming goth but pansy said it is not a good idea. i do not really want to where makeup any way. i went to the anti potter meeting last night. i thought it was wierd because a gryffindor was holding it. we did not really do much. millicent was there but she did not talk to me. i think someone told her that my grandmother wanted me to get married and i was going to ask her. my grandmother died so i do not have to do that any more but i still think that millicent is a nice girl. i am not sure if i want to be a beater or not. i am not good at flying but i am going to try out anyway. i tried out when millicent did and she beat me because i could not get my broom off the ground. i always forget how you are suppose to do that and i just try to jump. i gave malfoy a pounding so now i can be his friend again and make sure potter stays away from him and maybe i will give weasley a pounding for stakling malfoy.
current mood:  predatory
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Saturday, April 12th, 2003
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3:11 pm
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uh i think malfoy is going to be really mad at me because i was supposed to remind him about the duel. but he was asleep and we are not supposed to wake him up either. he said that the duel was stupid so i did not want him to get mad at me for waking him up for a stupid duel but if boot does not go either i think that draco will loose because his second is a painting. he said that he picked sir cadogan because the duel was so stupid and he did not care about it but i think that he will still be mad if he looses. i tried to find him but goyle said that he left. maybe he is going to the duel. i guess now i do not have to pound him because he will probably be really mad also mr malfoy is here and his mother and i bet he is going to get in awful trouble. i thought that he would not want us to wake him up. i was not sure that it was saturday because goyle was wearing his blue pyjamas and he wears the blue ones on friday and i guess that i forgot that last night was friday so he would still be wearing them today and i am sorry mr malfoy but i did not know what to do. i think i missed lunch too.
current mood:  scared
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Saturday, April 5th, 2003
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8:51 pm
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i have detention because of malfoy and everyone else does too. he said i would not get detention. as soon as he comes out of hiding i am going to pound him. i will still be his friend but that does not mean i am not going to pound him first.
millicent is mad also. she keeps walking around saying how malfoy is hanging out with dopelgangers. i do not know what dopelgangers are but malfoy has not shown his face accept on these journals. he is hanging out with someone named m. m. and sally-anne perks. she is just like pansy. i think he is trying to hang out with people who are exactly like pansy and millicent. maybe i will pound them too.
current mood: mad
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Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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6:44 pm - awful day, awful week, awful month
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Between Draco hexing me every time I try to get some sleep for snoring and Greg fretting over potions, I almost forgot my real problem for a while. Was reminded this morning. Gran didn't think much of the letter she got - sent a Howler to Dumbledore. Am glad he transfigured it before it went off, but I'm dreading well...best not to write about that.
If Malfoy was half as good at silencing charms as he is at hexes he wouldn't have this problem. I have to get a new glass now - the house elves cleaned up the old one.
Maybe I should talk to Millicent about my...problem. I mean, I'd rather it be her than one of the stupid Gryffindors, but it's a really big step.
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Monday, December 30th, 2002
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3:12 pm - Yule and such
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Muggle celebrations are so depressing. It just shows the state our world is in now. There was a time when a Malfoy or a Parkinson wouldn't -dream- of celebrating Christmas - but times change. I think Mother wants to do it, but Gran won't stand for it. She threw out all of the presents that arrived after Solstice, in any case. She can be kind of scary, so I didn't want to argue. At least she didn't destroy the computer that belonged to dad.
We talked some - she said I was growing up to be a fine young man, the family's only heir and now man of the house now that Father had that accident, and I should start to think about getting married.
That was...kind of suprising. I didn't really know what to say. I'm not that good at conversation...I usually just go with the flow. And I've never been any good at talking to women or girls anyway. Too much talking - I don't really think fast enough to keep up.
I have the feeling Gran's not going to let up on this though...I don't know what I'm going to do, really.
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Saturday, November 2nd, 2002
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6:19 pm - Huh.
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Well, I thought my Goyle costume was pretty good at the time, but I think people thought I was that Ravenclaw Boot for some reason. Not the sort of thing I'd usually encourage, but it let me get a good view of the scuffle on the floor. Draco was brilliant as Potter, but playing with the little weasel...he didn't need to do that, really.
As for me...well, there's a small matter of bloodfeud in consideration. Even so, was nice being able to talk to people for once...kinda liberating, being someone else, even for an evening.
Have been trying to get a backrub from Millicent for a while now...apparently she's giving them to everyone but me. Sigh. The strange Zabini creature offered me a condolence backrub, but I'm not sure where it's been, so I had to say no.
current mood:  uncomfortable
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Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
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2:49 am - Well, it's nice to be able to talk again
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...and write, and such - I would really have preferred Goyle's detention. Now I've got all of McGonagall's papers to make up, and my project for Professor Black is so behind it's not funny.
I'm going as Goyle to the ball....I want to see if anyone notices. I get mistaken for him half the time anyway...I dunno if we were supposed to ask people - I was going to ask Millicent, but she was kinda nasty during my detention. Same with Draco. I swear, I'm going to -tell- him my opinion on puffskeins. At length.
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Saturday, October 19th, 2002
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9:49 pm - ...
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Friday, September 20th, 2002
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11:03 am
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Thankfully the professors seem to have stopped posting naughty pictures of each other. There are things I really, really don't need to know, and the last week has given me nightmares. The old pictures seem to have been mostly hidden somehow, so they're not staring at me from everywhere.
Can't first-years read this?
Top of the list of things I really didn't need to see - Professor McGonagall's picture of Professor Dumbledore. I don't want to think about the Headmaster being a sex object- that's just freaky. Especially with Professor McGonagall. Ew.
Here's hoping the professors will stay fully clothed next week.
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Monday, September 9th, 2002
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2:06 pm
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Well, I'm back.
Home was very quiet - even with a family friend (Mr. Petrovich) in the house. Everyone seemed to be treating me like I was made of glass - even the house elves. It was really disturbing.
The weekend passed in a blur, though. I thought about going to town to see the other students, but decided not to.
Sorry Millicent, I know I told you I'd go to Hogsmeade with you. However, I did find a broom for you - it's German-engineered and tough as dragonscale. The turning radius and braking distance are a bit sub-par, though...but it's an excellent Beater broom.
I'm glad to hear Professor Black is okay. I hope he understands I'm a bit behind on my project for him.
Professor Snape asked me to see him when I came back - I guess I should do that now.
current mood:  discontent
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Thursday, September 5th, 2002
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1:55 pm
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I do not want to talk about it.
I do not want your pity or advice.
Amusement at this will be dealt with.
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